Sunday, November 15, 2009

Melancholy

Having a bit of a melancholy day today.

Thinking about how fast the boys are growing and am sad about it, but at the same time have very little patience with them. Sigh...

Tired of the boys getting sick every other week. Or every week. I've not been sick. Quinn has not been sick. Which I'm thankful for.

I think there's something important leaking from the van. So saith the man. I really don't think anything about the van unless the air conditioner is not working as fast as I want it to or I'm broken down by the side of the road.

Feeling chubby. Blah, blah, I know I'm pregnant, but I have a bit of complex. The weight gain is driving me nuts. It's not helpful that I can no longer keep up the four mile trek I was doing. The Braxton Hicks get quite annoying after a bit.

I miss my friends in Birmingham and friends here. I feel like a hermit lately. And I'm terrified to go anywhere significant because I'm afraid I'll throw up (last trimester nausea has come).

I had to drop Christmas choir (which I adore) because it ran too late and I would fall asleep or simply not show up because I had conked out on the couch at 7pm.

I miss my mom and my sister. They'll both come sometime when the baby is born, but I miss them anyway.

I need to clean my house and must muster up the energy to do this, but it's so daunting.

The children are bickering. Sigh...

I don't like days like today. I feel like I've been on the verge of tears all day.

Sorry for the downer folks. It'll get better. I know.

3 comments:

Amy said...

Thank goodness those days aren't the norm...they don't last long. But they are normal...then the sunshine comes and boy does it help!
Either that or remember that THanksgiving is next week and there is pie. mmm...:)

Justin and Laura Estrada said...

I hope you feel better soon.. I have those days a lot and have to keep praying my way through them or I will go insane. You look great and just know that the Lord is blessing you with a child. That is such a wonderful gift. I told Justin yesterday that I would not mind getting to 200lb's just as long as I can have a child :) I know your super excited to be having a girl! Your going to have such fun with her. Hang in there sister. Praying for you :)

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